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Final Hug Ronald Kilgore
A History Of Protest In My Life
at 1 and 60 David Sparenberg
Haibun Mamta
River of Release Danny McMahan
Sweet Fool Melinda Kahler
The Invitation David Sparenberg
Final Hug - By Ronald Kilgore
Eons stretching beyond belief
Now mean nothing but what we see,
With none more precious than this day
To him, knowing so few remained,
Poised at the edge of what’s to be.
A light-hearted spirit true to his nature,
Unaffected as one might assume
In his grievous condition, relieved
Me the task of feigned good cheer,
His buoyancy dispelling my dreaded gloom.
Instead we talked as a normal day
Of sports, of kids and elections, wise
In combination over one hundred years,
With catchall solutions uncontested
By those not there to see our eyes.
But far, far from a normal day
We knew tacitly – small jokes brought
Smiles but no belly laugh,
Mirth without twinkle and we paused,
Looking away, each to his thought.
Ensnared in a web of no one’s making,
Spun by blood cells out of control,
He bravely proclaimed his satisfaction
And readiness, but I thought better –
Valiant warrior, gentle soul.
I said I would see him in the Spring,
He hugged me with no uttered reply.
We knew only I would see the Spring
So I turned to go to my car,
Turned to hide my moistened eye.
rlkilgore
A History Of Protest In My Life at 1 and 60
by David Sparenberg
I did not do enough,
although it was in my heart.
I wanted to enjoy
the warmth of life
more than to put out
the fires of war.
I protested
but I did not sacrifice.
I marched
while the innocent and guilty alike
were burned by death from the sky.
Maybe if that child in
Vietnam
had not died of napalm,
the children of Iraq would
not now be
dying in my name?
Being an American,
I chose the ease of
what we call freedom.
I said, "No,"
but I did not make myself heard in
the power of compassionate
denouncement. I said “Yes,”
but not always to otherness
and not with the strength and
reverence of beatitude.
When I die
war will not have
left the lovely Earth and
should I come back in
the perfume of a flower, likely
the petals will be
stained with freshly fallen blood.
What child’s cheek
may yet come to paint with
pain the soft white of the lily? What
lust may yet harvest
the agony of thorns,
while crushing the ecstasy of roses?
I did not do enough,
although I had set out
to make a monument of
War No More.
There is my failure.
The teeming world of
tears that so easily tips
into fear and madness
does not need
these words alone. Rather,
a communion
where none are absent. Where
there can be anger as
an emotional bubble but
not enemies and
not crimes of hate.
It is said that
freedom is not free;
but it is
death that is made wholesale.
The axiom is propaganda. Peace
requires the greater vulnerability.
I have done some:
having spoken
when others remained silent; having
stepped up on occasion,
while others withdrew. But I have
not done enough. I know this,
so do you.
That yet another generation must
plant the seeds of healing I
have dreamed of and they,
labor for the season
I have not known.
Yet have I read, in
visions of prophecy,
that a tree will in twilight later grow
at the center of the circle of life; the
weapons of fratricide be
beaten down, the vineyards filled
with the royalty of angels. Robins
singing and butterflies,
not boy-men crying
for their mothers’ mercy.
Rather,
to dance in that round in
footprints of a loving God! To stand in prayer
blessed beneath that
earthly bough.
When?
David Sparenberg
3 Feb. 2009
Haibun - by Mamta
We held hands. Lazy footsteps swallowed the cobbled pathway on our morning walk. Eyes lingered on polka dot designs left on lavender dawn by twirling golden leaves. As they flirted with the beams, warm ocean breezes flowed over us. Quiet tunes of the breeze entwined with chords from emerald waters. Like an orchestra it played a background melody accompanying us on our morning jaunt. We wanted to sit and talk again.
wooden benches
savor first flush of dawn
sips of coffee
River of Release by Danny McMahan
Talking to myself again, choked by arms of ice,
memories of how it used to be blurr before me.
I wait on her to achieve a pinnacle of love
I can not reach on my own. I swim in her aura,
essence and beauty...my life is not enriched.
Visions open wounds; I tremble, the mirror
cries how small, ugly and diminished.
I grow to hate her as emotions sour
knowing her heart has no kindness.
She lacks consciousness that I exist, a world
blinded by fantasy, her true nature flows,
through an underground channel where I
breath to survive. Sadness...tears from
a child's lips, love never was assured
in her drunken rages.
The river's gradual flow becomes white water
rushing over boulders. The sun's gentle warmth
is absorbed in trees that line the shore,
leaves parade autumn tints. Ducks take flight
silence is broken by wings beating air. The mallard
and mate follow in nature's order as their squawks
echo over black water that reflects amber shapes.
Rising sun of copper above sparse gray cloud.
I wade knee deep water to release a blood soaked
burlap bag, stuffed full it tumbles down choppy river:
I scream out...Good-bye Mother.
Sweet Fool -by Melinda Kahler
I knew you once in aeons past
when I cupped your soul-face in my ethereal hand
and promised – Sweet Fool,
to love you for all time.
Incarnate we became then,
sucked into the mortal vortex – torn asunder –
Yet through this earthly cadence
where discord hums a patchy tune across my bow,
I searched in fiery torment.
We stood amidst the jigsaw then,
scattered fragments, shattered dreams –
the splinters of life too deep to see through.
You...trapped by walls of history;
Me...floating still, not anchored where I ought.
And I have danced a dance with Death –
not happy with a twirl He asked me twice,
his hot breath closing in upon my ragged breast.
Yet He, exhausted, bowed out first,
knowing I had not finished yet…
Not yet. I had not found you.
And as I gazed across the moors of time one unspecial day,
through these immutable mists I saw you rising
In the mirror of my mind your spirit formed
I knew you then.
Ah, yes. I knew you.
Yet though we danced a timeless dance –
you had lost your soul to this world
Not forever; perhaps not for long
But Time, you said, we answer to
Time, Sweet Fool, I said, is Lucifer's jester.
But passingly I held you
and no garment such as this had clothed me in its care
No Solomon's song drew near to these abandoned depths
For once, lost in your passion, you found me
and as your spirit grazed mine, I knew this would be all
It is enough.
I cupped your face in my shaking hands
and promised in my heart, Sweet Fool –
for you would not hear me –
that I would love you for all time.
You said goodbye then –
knowing not what you severed
Still, wrapped around your soul
there clung a tiny child – and I understood...
He wielded the sword.
Now in the darkest hour of night –
the witching hour of grim delight –
amid your dreams I hover close above your creaking bed,
to watch your body shiver
with some ancient remembrance of a soul embraced.
The Invitation - by David Sparenberg
There is nothing you can bring
to the banquet tonight
the candlelight is exquisite
the bread and wine
utterly fine
the garden perfume
could not be matched in a thousand years
the air is still
the moonlight soft
and bright
there is nothing you can bring
to the banquet tonight,
there is only you.
David Sparenberg
21 Feb. 2009